i hate when you’re just sitting somewhere and your neck or your back or something hurts so you crack it and you’re like ‘wow that feels a little better now’ and you turn and there’s some girl just like

I wanna be a bottle blonde, 
I don’t know why but I feel conned.
 
I wanna be an idle teen, 
I wish I hadn’t been so clean… 

I wanna stay inside all day, 
I want the world to go away.

 
I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake. 
I wanna be a real fake. 

Yeah, I wish I’d been, I wish I’d been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen, fighting for the title. 
Instead of being sixteen, I’m burning up a bible! 
Feeling super! super! super! suicidal. 

The wasted year 
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died, 
Only to find, I’ve come alive. 

I wanna be a virgin pure, 
A 21st century whore.

I want back my virginity, 
So I can feel infinity. 

I wanna drink until I ache, 
I wanna make a big mistake! 
I want blood, guts, and angel cake; 
I’m gonna puke it anyway! 

Yeah, I wish I’d been, I wish I’d been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen, fighting for the title. 
Instead of being sixteen, I’m burning up a bible! 
Feeling super! super! super! suicidal. 

The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died. 
Only to find, I’ve come alive, 

Come alive, I’ve come alive 
Oh oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh oh… 

I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist, 
I wish I didn’t really kiss
The mirror when I’m on my own… 
Oh God, I’m gonna die alone… 

Adolescence didn’t make sense, 
The little loss of innocence. 
The ugliness of being a fool, 
Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, I wish I’d been, I wish I’d been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen, I’m burning up a bible! 
Feeling super! super! super! suicidal. 

The wasted years
The wasted youth
The pretty lies
The ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died, 
Only to find, I’ve come alive

Only to find, I’ve come alive
Only to find, I’ve come alive

Oh, alive.