Edith // 21 // Providence
i know so many people that are just so incredibly lazy.
now let me preface this by saying that i am by no means the most active, and motivated person in the world. i love staying at home, laying in bed, and doing nothing just as much as anyone else. i am a self-proclaimed homebody, and i am damn proud.
however… the kind of people i am referring to are the people that need motivation to do anything at all that needs to be done, or blame others for the lack thereof.
i honestly don’t understand the people who ramble about their love for makeup or fashion or just anything really, and then don’t do their hair or makeup and wear old rags every day of their fucking life. the people who talk about how much they hate their job, or hate not having a job, and then either don’t look for a job at all or don’t look very hard.
those people who don’t even have motivation to do the things they claim they love.
i am referring to the people who talk about how much they dislike something, but do absolutely nothing to change it.
now we all know the type. the girl who talks about how much she hates being unhealthy or being overweight, but refuses to actually eat properly or exercise.
the type of person who decides to instead not eat for a week because they are ‘anorexic’, and then eat five pizzas over the weekend while blaming a self-diagnosed mental illness for their problems.
of course, there are a lot of different mental issues that can attribute to things such as anorexia, or bulimia, or anything of that nature. that is a whole separate issue. i’m talking about the people who claim they’re anorexic, but just don’t eat every day and then eat everything in sight a few days later. the people who claim they are depressed, but then use their depression as a crutch or as a means to avoid taking any responsibility for their own life or existence.
i’m getting sick of these people. they’re the ones that make mental illness, cultural fashions, ‘trends’, points of view, or really anything into a mockery of itself. they’re the ones who complain that something is ‘against their religion’, but don’t see why it is they might actually have to study the religion they’re preaching about or using to make their point. the ones who live their lives in a half-ass way, and make people who actually suffer or actually have a passion or a goal in life seem like they’re just full of shit.
i fucking hate these people because although i may not be the most motivated person in the world, and although i may not be as passionate as other people in the world, and although i may not by any means be perfect… i do what i have to do to be who i am, and i pursue what i have to pursue to live my life the way i want. i take full responsibility for my choices, and even when it really is all someone else’s fault i accept that it is my fault that i had faith in said person or went about trusting them in the fashion in which i did, and it is my responsibility to deal with the consequences that i allowed to take place.
so in case you feel like bitching about how awful your life is, or how you hate that you don’t dress up as nice as you used to anymore, or you complain that you’re not at your ideal weight… please remember that it is your fault that you are the way that you are, and it is your fault that your life is what it is. more often than not, unless you’ve gotten professional help for your problems, you do not have said anorexia that you diagnosed yourself. you are not actually clinically depressed. you are not anything. you are just lazy.
don’t waste my time or yours by pretending it isn’t, and please don’t waste either of our time pretending you actually intend to do something different in your life to actually accomplish your goals in a healthy, and responsible way.
frankly it’s a childish way to think, and i’m just plain sick of it.
take some responsibility for yourself.
the amount of people who dislike me or hold some hatred against me simply because i’m prettier than they are is getting out of hand.
i have never been one to assume that someone is jealous of my looks or envious, EVER. i would occasionally troll people by saying ‘dnt h8 me cuz im beutiful’ but i’ve never, ever genuinely believed anyone in this world could ever be envious of anything i am or have… until recently.
as of late, it’s becoming more and more extremely evident that this is actually happening, and it’s really starting to piss me off. i’ve had so many people hate me, send me hundreds of messages, harass me, and talk shit to/about me merely because they find me more attractive than they are within the last …4-5 months.
and i’m not exaggerating. i literally mean hundreds of messages across various social networking sites and emails.
these are people that i’ve either never spoken to, or have been completely nice to and given no reason to dislike me. i just don’t get it.
i don’t understand how someone could actually despise someone else merely because they look better than they do.
it’s not my fault that i actually take time to look pretty and know how to dress myself. please don’t hate me because i’m beautiful. seriously.
/vainrant
